| fyi: apollo and i are on break. fyi 2: i was not neglecting xanga, we were getting new furniture, carpet, and painting so my computer had to hide for a while. fyi 3: we have a bright red. uber red wall, in my house now. fyi 4: my car is better now. fyi 5: i like being anti-social every once and a while. |
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| im in a state of utter shock right now. they already cancelled school for tomorrow... this has never happened that i can remember. them cancelling school the day before. i mean its fargo. we never dont have school its so weird. but the snow is beautiful. you have to live here to understand. it catches every color and blinds you with its whiteness. and tomorrow i shall make snow angels in my front yard and pulverize apollo with snowballs if it isn't too terribley icky. |
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| someone did a hit and run on my car yesterday.  the whole back end has to be replaced. what makes someone think that they can do that? whatever reason they can give, its not good enough. |
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| no josh i would say it is you who believes they need the very last word on every issue because accepting that you may not be 100% right about something would be accepting defeat. i take the side of what i believe in. what i truely believe is right. not the "lesser" side, as you would call it: to be an attention whore. which i truely do not feel that i am. i stand up for what i believe in. i am not going to feel sorry for being myself. as for your theory that college will break me. tell me how that is. please, in detail. my close friends, my best friends. the people who i choose to hang out with because i believe that they are beautiful people that care about the those they are close to, those people. they have told me that college will be my heaven. it will not break me, it will make me stronger. you have no right nor reason to say a thing like that. so dont. it is not your place. and now im done. im done with you and this ridiculous xanga "fight"- im done so let it die. |
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| it was a thought i was entertaining in my head. wondering what the world would be like; how it different it would be. it was just a thought. do not for a second call me a hypocrite. please and thank you. noone likes a no it all. wise men do not respond when asked a question for which they know not the answer. |
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